| Location | Pontypridd |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 19/06/2009 |
| Date of Death | 18/06/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,522 since 22/07/2009 |
| Creator |
Dylan James Murray,
Born Sleeping 19th June 2009,
40weeks 1day.
Our beautiful little angel it all began in september 2008 when to mammy and daddys delight i became
pregnant with you. We were so happy we thought we might burst. I was going to be a mammy, i was
going to be YOUR mammy.
At 12weeks we went for a scan it was so amazing to see this small little blurry image that looked
just like a jelly bean. It was so sweet you were our little jelly bean. Everything was perfect, my
whole pregnancy was perfect.
Then at our 20week scan daddy couldnt wait any longer he was so desperate to know what we were
expecting. When the lovely nurse announced that there was no doubt that you were a little boy. Daddy
and mammy were so excited and so overwhelmed that we were gonna have such a perfect little angel.
As the weeks went by i could feel you moving and growing inside my tummy. You liked to have a
little kick every 5minutes and i would be amazed by each and every one of them. The different shapes
you would make my tummy into were so unusual but so lovely at the same time. Everytime i would want
to show daddy what you were doing you would stop, you were playing games with him you were. I
couldnt believe that i actually had a little person inside of me. You were going to be all ours. You
were always so active, keeping mammy up at night because you wanted to play.
It wasnt just Mammy and Daddy who couldnt wait to meet yout, there was also nanny sherryl, uncle
gethyn, uncle gareth and aunty sian, grandma alison, grandad andy, uncle stuart and aunty lisa.
There are many more and you know who they are. It was so amazing that so many people loved you even
though they had not met you yet.
So when it came to the date you were due right on cue you decided that that was the day you were
going to make an appearance. Thats when everything in our lives changed baby boy.
We went to the hospital after 24hours of labour and thats when they delivered the worst news any
parent could ever hear. Baby boy your strong little heart beat that i had heard just a day before
was no longer there, i cant put in words how i felt at that time it was all such a blur and i was
just numb with shock and pain. A further 24hours passed before we actually met you, held you, kissed
and cuddled you. You were 8lbs 1 1/2oz and a staggering 59cm long. You definately follow your daddy
with your height.The brilliant midwife sarai looked after you she dressed you and took photos of
you, took prints of your little hand and foot even a lock of you beautiful dark hair. Again like
your daddys but a little of mammys was in it to sorry baby boy you couldnt get away from the red
head gene. Then we were allowed to hold you.
Dylan whilst looking into your beautiful face it was the proudest moment of our lives how could we
make something so perfect???that is exactly what you are dylan you are perfect in every meaning of
the word. I believe this is why you were unable to stay with us, you are to perfect for such a cruel
world.
We had a precious 10hours with you then before we knew it it was time to say goodbye. I didnt want
to say goodbye to you, it didnt seem right to say goodbye when i hadnt even had the chance to say
hello. But we know baby boy your with us everyday we know your our very own guardian angel looking
after us, you will keep us safe always.
We want you to know baby boy that even though our time with you was short it was also very
precious, time that no one who met you will ever forget for as long as we all live.
You have to know though Dylan that mammy and daddy never wanted to let you go, we wanted you with
us for the rest of time. We will never forget you, that special place in our hearts will always
belong to you. We will love you for all eternity, and one day we will all meet again this we are
certain of. We will get to cuddle and kiss you once more. These thoughts are whats getting us
through the pain and heartache of everyday without you, the thought that we will one day hold our
little boy again.
But for now our precious boy you have lots of sweet dreams and come and visit us in ours, mammy and
daddy will love you forever and you will never be out of our thoughts.
Night Night Dylan sending you big kisses and cuddles catch them all darling.
Love always
Mammy and Daddy x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
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Death of a Child
Sorry I didn't get to stay.
To laugh and run and play.
To be there by your side.
I'm sorry that I had to die.
God sent me down to be with you,
to make your loving heart anew.
To help you look up and see
Both God and little me.
Mommy, I wish I could stay.
Just like I heard you pray.
But, all the angels did cry
when they told little me goodbye.
God didn't take me because He's mad.
He didn't take me to make you sad.
But to give us both a chance to be
a love so precious. Don’t you see?
Up here no trouble do I see
and the pretty angels sing to me.
The streets of gold is where I play
you'll come here too, mommy, someday.
Until the day you join me here,
I'll love you mommy, dear.
Each breeze you feel and see,
brings love and a kiss from me.
lots of love and hugs, sam, xxx
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OLa xx
Thinking of you x x
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Coz I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Coz sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Coz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive
These words mean soooo much baby boy, i sing along to them every morning in the car on my way to work thinking about nothing but you!! You are my little angel Dylan. Love you sooo much, love mammy x x x x
I stood beside your bed last night,
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying,
quietly in your sleep.
I touched you softly
as you brushed away a tear,
"It's me, I haven't left you,
I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour coffee,
You were thinking of how much you
love and long to hold me.
I was with you at the store today,
Your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels,
I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today,
You tend it with such care.
I want to reassure you,
that I'm not really there.
I walked with you to the house,
as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my hand on you,
I smiled and said "it's me."
You looked so very tired,
and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know,
that I was standing there.
It's possible for me to be
so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty,
"I never went away."
You sat there very quietly, then
smiled, I think you knew,
In the stillness of that evening,
I was very close to you.
The day is over, I smile and watch
you yawning and say
"goodnight, God bless,
I'll see you in the morning."
And when the time is right for you
to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and
we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to
show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out
then come home to be with me.
angels called your name so gently,
That only you could hear.
No one heard the footsteps,
Of angels drawing near.
Softly from the shadows
There came a gentle call,
You closed your eyes and went to sleep,
And quietly left us all.
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I have a heart full of memories
That's all I have left of you
Each one treasured fondly
With all the things
We used to do.
I have a beautiful angel
In heaven high above
A beautiful beautiful angel
I was blessed to love.
love you Dylan, my baby boy x x x
Precious one x
Time spent with you
Was so very precious
Even if only for a very short time
I hold a special memory
Close inside this heart of mine
To me you were very special
Much more than words can say
I still love you now little angel
And I'll remember you every day.
love you baby boy x x x x x
Missing you more and more x
Hello my darling little angel. Mammy and daddy found out yesterday exactly what happened to you. Its been hard to deal with as its brought everything back. Going back to the hospital where it all happened was very strange and a draining experience. It made mammy so sad to go back there. Dylan hunny, mammy loves you more and more everyday and i know your looking over me all the time. I feel you with me always. Im sure you saw your uncle gareth and aunty sian on their wedding day and how handsome and beautiful they looked. It was a beautiful day but it wasnt complete as it was missing a very important and precious person YOU. Everybody misses you baby boy even people who didnt even meet you in person, those who talked to you through mammy's tummy. You definately made an inpression. I am the proudest mammy in the world to have had an angel like you.Sweet dreams for now little one mammy will see you soon. Hugs and kisses love mammy x x x
love you dear mummy
And i know I'm not here today
But last night while i slept
Sweet angels flew me away
They gave me a beautiful garden
With wings to fly to you
Mummy don't cry i am here
And that's what angels do
I'm happy in my garden mummy
And i want you to smile for me
As now i can watch over you
Just like you watched over me
Send me some lovely flowers
And little gifts for me to play
Don't miss me mummy i love you
And i am here right now today.
Copyright Sharon wheeler 2007
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